collide;

2005-12-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

now isn't this interesting. this skin is supposedly created based on some song. which i've never heard of (well of course, what with me being the typical music dunce). but i like the little ghost-things =)

2005-12-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

hello. i am blogging again. now isn't that nice.
hmm i have a lot a lot of things to do but i shall blog first.
band break is ending. yay. i haven't touched earnmarnee in a very long time. he's um at home. quite near me at the moment. but i haven't had the discipline/time to touch him. sigh.
oh die. reporting day is next week. -faint- and um christmas is too! hmm i haven't written christmas cards. i haven't bought them yet, for that matter. hee i should be cheapskate and send christmas emails. i.e. dear xx, merry christmas! <3 joyce. yay that saves money! but how cheapskate.
(rant) how could i have been so stupid. how could i have done that. arrgh. (/rant)
see i rant so concisely.
oh there was pre-o training today. yuck. my entire comm was overseas. ah well.
okay now i shall go and to the many many many things i have to do.
eek.

2005-11-29T04:40:00.000-08:00

OOH hahahahaha.

I'm clearing STAGNANT WATER =) Good me. The government will <333 me cos i'm ANTI DENGUE =)

Speaking of which, I'm severly bitten by MOSQUITOES. Bleargh. Cos I accidentally trapped a BIG mosquito in my mosquito net when I slept, so now ... I have 6 on my face (4 on my right side, 2 on my left side), 3 on my fingers and 3 on my toes. AND HAHAHAHA. I killed the mosquito in the morning! =) It was so fat and big and was moving so slowly, so BAM. HAHAHA. (oh dear i sound sadistic). THERE WAS A LOT A LOT OF BLOOD. MY BLOOD ><

Okay. Luckily it wasn't Aedes.

OH! Inunion is over =) (well actually, seeing how i haven't updated this place for so long, MANY things are over). Anyway. Our Sec 1s are in main band. =)

What else is over arh? OOH! Sec 2 is over too! =)

Okay nevermind. Oh! Today I went to IMM. =) And I've discovered that I like shopping in Giant and Daiso (the $2 shop) =) It's more fun that walking around aimlessly looking at clothes >< Oh I like the coffee bun thingums there =)

I like cycling =) Especially down the hills =) Without brakes =) So fun =)

My closet is clean now =) I even stuck labels there so I won't forget what piece of clothing goes where =)

I'm running out of things to say. Funny. I had so much to say. Okay. Uh. Byebye =)

2005-09-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

HAHA. Everyone says my blog is dying/dead. So this post, in it's short-ness, shall serve to show that Joyce does not mistreat her blog =)
Am mugging for AIC. I really don't want to FAIL.
Oh I did a STUPID thing yesterday. Yesterday I went for the Youth Science Conference thingum. I stupidly thought that it was the Youth Science CARNIVAL, yeah so I appeared in ... A PINK T-SHIRT. Cos I thought nobody in the right frame of mind would turn up for a carnival in school u. Well as a result I appeared to be the person who was NOT in the right frame of mind >.<
Last night, instead of MUGGING, I was arguing with Ada over msn on who should move. Heh. As expected, we still haven't reached a conclusion. *pulls hair out*
Oh FYI yesterday Joyce also did another stupid thing. She went to order HOT ICE lemon tea. What's wrong with me?!?!! ARRGH.
*sniggers at Valencia* See I treat my blog so well =)
OHOHOH. Another thing. Joyce <3333s FEA =)
Bye for now. I need to MUG AIC. Before I fail.

2005-06-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday to rgssb =)

no birthday cake but there're candles =) look below

hope i didn't miss out any candles =)

oh this short stump of candle is for the 2 day's i've missed. --> .

hee.

2005-06-21T09:38:00.000-07:00

Your #1 Match: ISTJ The Duty Fulfiller
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. (yeah right)
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. (ooh yesyesyes the d+t room =) haha my teddy has lots of knitted shirts and scarves and coats. hey they look nice okay.)
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. (QUIET? are you kidding?)
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. (*coughs* yeah right. just look at earth day)
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. (yuck accounting reminds me of math pt. bleargh. i like math but NOT statistics. it SUCKS)

Your #2 Match: INTJ The Scientist
You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems. (*grins* weird ones at that. or maybe those that fall apart at the last moment like our ivp prototype. *STRANGLES IT* hey but it worked for 5 glorious seconds okay)
Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized. (haha does my scheme of work count?)
You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others. (this part's true)
Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. (hmm not really. maybe the stubborn part i agree)
You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer. (whee haha i want to be an engineer)
whee felt like doing a quiz. this mbti thingy -- is it abit like disc? but even my disc profile doesn't exactly fit me very well. i'm abit crazier than i'm down to earth.

band prac today. i really should eat my breakfast. was so hungry throughout bandprac. oh someone congratulate me. i didn't see my grandpa during inn today. YAY =) (no offence to my grandpa). hmm. i was just recalling my previous visions. during inunion last year i saw tweety bird d******* his f*** and it sort of came true =(( (till now i still HATE myself for doing that). if that came true, does that mean i'll get to see my grandpa dancing? YAY =)))
my playing sucks. esp my high notes. bleargh.

quizzes are fun =) i'm in a quizzy mood so ... MORE QUIZZES =)

You Are the Enthusiast: 7
You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.
Whee 7 is my FAVOURITE number =)

Your Birthdate: August 7
Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways. Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning. You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.
You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss. This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.
oh. okay ...

from valzai. was on her blog ... MONTHS ago?

1. What is your favorite ice cream flavour?
LIME SHERBERT =) sour sour.

2. What movie/s are you waiting for?
anything that's free of charge to watch. see i'm giam.

3. If you wanted to be/are in a band, what genre of music would your band play?
ahaha. JAP SONGS

4. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
"omelette in name but not in looks". yeah. the omelette hhr and i were supposed to cook. it turned into scrambled eggs -.-

5. Do you want to live with your parents forever or move out?
move out. my mum won't let me paint my room purple. hmph.

6. Where is the place you want to be right now?
oh i REALLY REALLY want to go back to school. (bleargh). hmm dunnoe.

7. What songs do you listen to feel happy?
THIS OLD MAN. haha.

8. In The Lord of the Rings , who are your favorite characters?
gandalf's horse.

9. In Star wars, who is your favorite character?
the shrek thing *grins* he's cute and a bit old. (lol i momentarily forgot he actually existed)i like the robot thing too.

10.What movie/s made you cry?
nearly every one i watch.

11.Name famous people that you have a crush on:
ah. ME =)

12.What is your favorite drink?
eh. BANDUNG?

13. Which cartoon character is your favorite?
i hate cartoons. is barney a cartoon? cos if it is I LOVE BARNEY =)

14.Paper or Plastic?
I HATE THIS QN. SHUTUP AND STOP REMINDING ME ABT IT.

15.If you could freely kill just one celebrity, who would it be?
er.

16. Coke or pepsi?
neither. COKE AND PEPSI GIVE YOU DIABETES. HAH.

17.In a week, how many times do you go online?
Everyday.

18.If you could be someone else for a whole day, who would it be?
BARNEY

19. Single or married?
married. me and my beloved laopo are at the 2 opposite ends of the stage (see syf photo)

20. Describe yourself in one word?
hairy. (see cos i have hair)

21. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
snort

22. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed?
close my eyes.

23. What countries do you want to go?
JAPAN =))))

24. Are you in love?
YEPP. with my teddy =)

25. What's your favourite season?
WINTER =) i love snow

26. Are you happy?
suppose so. Happy but NOT gay.

27. Is the cup half full or half empty?
Huh? what cup? the cup of water on my table is only 1/4 full.

28. Describe how you room looks like.
the zoo. it's got pigs rabbits bears cows dogs horses minnie mouse etc.

29. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my aircon.

30. Complete this sentence: The World Needs More People
i'm not good at completing sentences. just look at my wan cheng ju zi.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
my self-fried scrambled eggs. my mum and sis sort of boycotted it (yes and my dad too) so i ate it up. IT WAS NICE WHAT. sis said too bland and too little oil. hmph.

32.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
purple =)

33.WHAT DO YOU DO DURING YOUR BREAKFAST TIME?
erm eat?

34.LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
hmm. oh daddy saying he's coming home now.

35.LAST PERSON WHO SENT YOU AN SMS?
mum saying she's on the first floor of the library.

36.LAST PERSON YOU SENT AN SMS?
mum telling her i was on the second floor of the library.

37.THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU SEE THE OPPOSITE SEX?
BIG HUG. (applicable to the only person of the opposite sex who lives in my house)

38.AUTO OR MANUAL CAR?
anything. most importantly it has to be purple and MUST have winnie the pooh stickers on it. hah. who wants to ride in my car?

39.FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK
saturday.

40.FAVORITE PLACE?
my room =) cos i just finished tidying, vacuuming, sweeping, mopping etc.

41.FAVORITE SPORT?
bowling =) i'd like it even more if the ball would avoid the longkang a little more often.

42.SIBLINGS?
one sister. abit annoying. ooh but PLENTY of children grandchildren greatgrandchildren...

43.THE BEST WAY I HAVE DONE TO RELEASE ANGER?
SING. normally in front of the person who's angered me. cos it's her turn to get angry.

44.PEOPLE I HATE MOST?
i'll get sued. pls.

45.THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
er oh kfc popcorn chicken. whoa that thing is terribly unhealthy. lotsof fat oil AND salt.

46.SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY?
Happy.

47. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WOULD WANT TO LEARN?
how to play the flute. cos currently i'm not playing it i'm SPITTING on/into it

48.WHEN IM STUCK IN A JAM?
talk to myself or anyone available.

49.SMS OR CALL?
sms.

50.iF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME,YOU WOULD...
not have sold that hamster in p3. but not my fault what. HE DID HIS BUSINESS ON MY HAND I GOT SO IRRITATED I SOLD HIM (and made a pile =) )

51.IN YOUR WALLET, YOU HAVE?
erm cards, neos, rubbish and MONEY =)

haha so rubbishy but funn.

band prac =)

2005-06-17T03:31:00.000-07:00

i'm in a blogging mood. whee.
band prac today. yay was looking forward to it. well it's loads better than rotting at home and trying to do homework right? yes.
so. i was like: pls pls pls don't play inn. hah. oh well too bad for me. more than 1/2 the band prac was spent on inn. which sucked. no actually inn didn't suck. i did. ah well. i was vibrating. well at least my mouth was. gah. and i was chao hungry.
oh oh this old man. yes and i still don't understand why this old man is called this old man. the song is supposed to be cute?!! then we played this old man. and i pictured my grandpa dancing around in pink shorts to the tune of this old man. whoa freaky. i nearly died trying to compress my laughter AND play at the same time.
then twinkle, i pull out my scores and play. when we get to the second page i realise: omg that's the backdraft second page. o.O
anyway i'm feeling hyper. yay.
gave the sb diary to yun and guess what. realised i hadn't finished the last entry. crap that was the most impt part i missed out. grr. stupid me.
will be back. later. to blog summore. yay.
oh and don't you like my new layout? fine it's not new it just got a new pic and new colour. don't you LOVE my pic? i want a bananas in pyjamas layout. hmph. but no one makes bananas in pyjamas layout. no barney layouts either. aww.

2005-06-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

this place is stagnating. nevermind.i am a useless blob. i can't contribute to anything i do. i can't even do a single thing right. I AM A SPARE TYRE.useless.
ignore me. i'm depressed.
sectionals yesterday. sheesh. i came slightly late. whoops. and then i couldn't play. wow. inn sucked. no correction MY part of inn sucked. i shld just play a muted/no sound flute. cos whether or not i play doesn't make a difference. i'm just adding more air to the section's sound. i am a shibaied person.
yellow/bert was like: which notes can you not play?
i can't play every note. i shld dig out my inn score. i wonder where i put it. it's been in hiding for more than half a year.today is going to be another wasted day. yay.
and i'm going on a hiatus. hah. until i figure out how to make another layout.
BYE.

2005-06-01T16:28:00.000-07:00

i suddenly miss the rgp band. haha. note the "suddenly". i dunnoe. as in i wasn't too bonded to the batch in general. cos i joined kinda late. but i still miss it anyway. i miss the happy songs we used to play - when i heard my sis playing i started laughing. why arh. and she was playing star wars which isn't supposed to sound funny. i remember a few of the corniest songs. (sorry if i offend anyone). MIB. lol. disco forever. taco time. forrest gump. colours of the wind. etc etc. they're still playing these songs now. lol. i miss my glock. the suitcase and stand i used to lug everywhere. (haha even to watten estate for the mooncake festival thingy). haha and i remember having been very sian whenever mr ong did tuning. oh haha and my sis says no one's playing the glock now. *pouts* why??? hmm i shall harrass pple to join =))) haha harrassed my sis when she joined band but it didn't work. why am i "haha"ing so much. hmm that was so random. i feel like hitting glocks again. let's go hit my piano.oh and i finally polished ego =))) okay fine not the whole of ego...he was to dirty to finish polishing o.O whoops. silver polish corrodes flutes. hmm. so i shld locate ego's faulty joint and corrode it. then maybe he'll work. haha jkjk. yun and ada nearly freaked out when they heard that. oh my yellow polishing cloth has patterns!!!!!!! yes black ones. guess why. i shld start polishing only using certain segments of my cloth. the aim is to let it looks like a bumblebee (yellow and black stripes =)))))had indiv just now. which sucked again. my air >< it's sounding like za2 sheng1. mebbe it's because it IS za sheng.oh dear just remembered i have to go photocopy backdrop or some song like that. why the name so weird arh? haha oh and my mum asked why we play so many jap songs. haha i like jap songs. but i miss the cute and corny songs. ahem. as aforementioned.yay i'm gg to sentosa on sunday for the BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL. *grins* no not for the balloons. (hmm actually i like ballons but not hats). rgp band is playing there and i want to listen. sigh but no free tickets.awwwww. haha rgp band u looks like ... bumblebees. (yellow and black) lol just like my polishing cloth. i'm talking so much abt rgp band. let's talk abt rgssb. band prac on tues. yes i missed it again. sigh. cos of olympiad which i prob flunked. haha but inn sounded veh cool from the hall. i heard the trombone and timpani. haha very grand sounding. then i think i heard the piccolo/flutes. (naughty naughty what were u doing when u were supposed to have been working out math olympiad).yah anyway. i went into the corr after band prac. polished my flute. went for sb lunch =)))) we had chicken rice. hmph i wanted bk. I STILL WANT BK. haha. then we took sb neos. my decorating skills suck. COLGATE =) that left me broke. haha.joyce the loan shark. i finally got back my money =))))) from a certain sister who didn't pay her own library fines. shucks so much holiday homework. pts suck. chinese pt?!??!!?! i hate descritions. miaoxiewens suck cos i can't miaoxie. whenever i want to sound cheem it ends up like a joke.which reminds me of a certain zuowen i wrote some time ago. it was yilunwen or smth liddat which needed all those quotes to back up and all that. and i invented every single quote i wrote. i became meng zi and kong zi. (hah that's the outcome of not doing ur research homework). hmm maybe laoshi won't notice that the quotes aren't genuine. after all i added lots of zhi1 ye3 s to the quotes. (yah which made them sound ridiculous).anyway. piano time =)))

2005-05-28T17:10:00.000-07:00

*looks below* wow i've vanished for so long. anyway.
yay. june holidays. FINALLY. stupid pts. why do we have pts anyway.
report paper. sigh LIT.
let's be more cohesive.
i'm very very very messed up and want to DIE. am i thinking too much into it or what. but i'm torn. i dunnoe what to do. if i abandon *, then i'll feel bad. if i don't abandon * for *, i'll also feel very bad. save me. (save the trees... bad memories. which reminds me of one of my geog comments... "humorous" -- pls lah more like clowny)
crap i'm supposed to re-put on my retainers. so with my retainers i did indiv at home today. which totally sucked. cos i can't blow ego with retainers anymore. shucks. now i have to remove them for every band prac. and ego's still out of tune. and it's not just the e. it's e, f, high e and high f. now how. i dunnoe how to fix him. i tried skipping all those notes but it didn't work. esp when i was practising dancing. sigh.
i still recall last band prac. INN. i wonder how i'm ever going to learn inn in time for july concert (SHINY//SWALLOW) or band fiesta. i tried but it doesn't work. i suck at high notes. (fine maybe not JUST high notes but all my notes). then my hand speed has greatly decreased since the last time we played inn. the glock part is a pile of _________ [insert synonym of disgusting].
anyway. our ivp roughly works =))) mrs leung rocks. mr azman rocks. haha. my art rocks !!!!!! esp the BLACK SUNFLOWER =))))
i want to go and watch a movie. STAR WARS =)))) MADAGASCAR =))))) prefer the latter. did i mention i was kiddy? yah i'm mentioning it now.
can't go for monday's band prac =( i want to go. but got ivp seminar which is going to be so maluating with our stupid lame song. i am SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
i feel dead.
and deader.
and even deader.
cos
i'm
still
stuck
in
that
dilemma
(however you spell it)
why did i ever get myself into it. sigh.

2005-05-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

today is international slack day =) haha maybe not. sec 3s and 4s not done yet. my sis also not done. *gloats* haha jkjk. hmm. let's talk abt how i'm so gonna flunk chinese. and lit. (sigh).ooh but enjoyed myself today =) mmm. went to bk for lunch. I'M SO SMART MAN. GLOATS. I ERM WALKED THERE. RAN THERE. WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN RACING. THEN LOOKED LIKE A TOAD AND WAITED FOR THE REST TO COME ... 10 MINUTES LATER. FINE. NEXT TIME I'LL BRING IN EZLINK CARD. SIGH. I HAVE DISGUSTING EATING HABITS. *NODS* FIRST WAS SECTION LUNCH. NOW TODAY... (SHALL NOT ELABORATE). WHY ISSIT ALWAYS AT BK WHEN I HAVE GROSS EATING HABITS. I DON'T CARE. I HAVE A NEW CAMPAIGN. I'M GONNA BE DIGNIFIED. I'M GONNA BE A FOOD CONNOSEIUR =)science comp... (was too tired and too sian actually)... ivp =) our prototype's still half-past-six, dinner, and now i'm here. actually i'm supposed to be cleaning up my room. nvm. that can wait. need to learn ocean for july concert (haha speaking of that i have many interesting names. hello byebye. grow rot/die. tutti frutti. curtain open curtain close. tick cross. pass flunk. etc.) i like hello byebye. haha. anyway. need to learn OCEAN. at least i think so. i dunnoe. but most probably right. my perc part is kinda idiot-proof (see tt's why i can play it). the jnrs will def know how to play it. OCEAN. *pats ego* jiayou =)i desperately need to do indiv. sigh. yay band prac is RESTARTING NEXT WEEK =) i miss it. haha. ooh let's have sb outings in the june holidays. (kay so random). oh NAPFA on friday o.O erm. what else did i want to say?oh =) i dunnoe why. many more disgusting and giam present ideas just hit me during piano lesson. (yah during piano o.O) haha. I'M SO GIAM. i dunnoe why. it just hit me. september. now it's may. 5 months. omg 34%!!!!!! 33%!!!!!!!!!! NO I CANNOT BE GIAM. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT IF I CAN ONLY THINK OF GIAM THINGS. (oh i just remembered my SYF files. i hope they work. actually i dont' think they'll work. the gross toilet seats. wonder if 34 and 33 will use them)i love 34 and 33. i don't want them to go. sigh. i love my 34 and 33. i really don't want them to go. i really love my 34 and 33. i really really don't want them to go.oh i thought of more flute names. (oh btw amanda can u change your geeky to eeky??? see then we'll be the E family =) haha jkjk). let's see. the disgusting flute names that just hit me. centri. cism. (EGOCENTRICISM). shampoo. algae. 34. i like shampoo. but centri and cism are nice too. in my entire band life i'll probably get 3 flutes. (including ego). so the next one can be centri. and the next next one can be cism. yay. no need to think anymore =)shall go now. (haha shampoo can be broken up into SHAM and POO. POO o.O)must pack my room. which looks like...POO.

2005-04-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

why am i liddat. i'm just so afraid of offending pple. i just want pple to be happy. i can't bring myself to say what i REALLY REALLY REALLY feel. which tells me smth. abt how most pple are related to me. a superficial bond. i have lotsa superficial bonds with pple. the only few deep bonds i have... with my sister. cos if i can't stand smth abt her i tell her straight in the face. haha my poor sister. but she's one person i depend on.
why can't i treat others like my sisters? why can't i just state facts straight in the face? haha. cos i haven't been living with them for 11 years. that's why. and it just show just how much i've bonded with them.
this is a vicious cycle. bonding takes more time. but after u bond, u feel happy. budden ur schwork is like .... then u spend more time on schwork. then gradually u feel distanced. then u feel unhappy. then u try to bond...
i feel trapped. i want to get out of this vicious cycle.
if u say sumone is like ur sister, it really shows. how close u are. if u mean it, that is.
i decided i love my sister lots. though we need to quarrel at least once a day.
rockon sheryl =)
i think my sb is cool. ada u rock. yun u rock. i haven't exactly really bonded with amanda. but i know she's nice. i want so much to bond as an sb. but i don't have that skill. so i think the only person i'll ever be close to is my sister.
what crap am i talking mann. ignore all that.
oh. i'm sorry i fell asleep on my lit essay. at 8.30. i'm sadded man.
oh. yun i'm sorry if i wasn't exactly totally frank with u that day. as in i wasn't very helpful haha. i left out lotsa details too. which is why i don't like it. myself, i mean.
why am i like in a whole big mess arh?
I HATE MESSES. I WANNA GET OUT OF IT FAST. NOW.

2005-04-26T10:52:00.000-07:00

i love my sb. i'm so pro man. as in i only RECENTLY started really bonding with them. how nice is that. i just recalled DiSC profiling. shall do that. haha. as in, not here lah =)
the matter...i dunnoe. i seriously don't want that to happen. sigh.
oh i'm very very zai. i haven't finished bonding with my sb yet (hahaha. how to FINISH bonding ah?) not with the batch either. (i think i was like... antisocial last yr or smth). *nods* i havent' finished my homework (luckily tmr is aesthetics day) i haven't studied for eois (which is like next week) and haven't finished the prototype o.O
my time management skills suck mann.
i'm easily swayed. when i listen to one person, i believe what they say. then i listen to another person, and even though it's an opposing view, i still believe what they say. i am shibaied man. like don't i have a view of my own? or am i so estranged that i don't have a single view. i dunnoe lah. i can't wait for the june hols. i want to go out. with my friends. my sb. my batch =) band is running my life. (sigh how many times have i been "counselled" on this mann... like basically every time i dun do well in sch. which is like ... everytime.) but it's nice to have band run ur life. except the gross grades part. it's ... so hard.
oh heritagefest presentation. finally got it over and done with... everyone's getting so uptight and working like siao on it. i got kinda uptight too i think. no i didn't. see, i don't know again.
i have a new favourite word. it's called rift. i can fit that into any thing i think off. want to guess?
why did i post like that? i'm supposed to be happy. POSITIVE OUTLOOK FINE.
yay we got first. like ... urh how did that happen? anyway i'm happy with my potato chips!!!! (actually, i WAS cos i ate it up).
I LOVE MY 34%!!!!!!! I LOVE MY 33% too!!!!!!! and i finally claimed another 33% during lunch =) YAY!!!!!!!

2005-04-23T00:51:00.000-07:00

i'm confused. trust and believe.
there are two sides to a coin. if there's hello, there's byebye (haha). if there's good, there's bad. ada you rock. having a friend like you beats having 10 others. * rocks too. ADA I'M JEALOUS! HMPH.
i'm definitely not counsellor material. definitely. remind me never to ever be a counsellor. i end up sounding comical ?!?!?!?! it's NOT supposed to sound comical. oh nevermind.
it makes me realise what friends are for. friends are your pillar of support. your teddy bears. if i were a teddy bear, i'd be those ornamental kind. not very nice to hug; not very helpful. i want to help. but dunnoe how. ada and yun are the fluffy kind. those big brown bears. i want to be a big brown bear too. but somehow that's just not me.
what am i anyway? i don't even know. what do i live for? i'm in a mess. hmm and so is my spiritual life. my school life. my band life. oh but my family life is still in one piece. hmm i agree ada i react differently in different environments. the most SIAO part of me comes out during band; sometimes in class. the more serious part of me comes out in church.
don't doubt. just believe. believebelieve.
do i sound ambiguous? nevermind.
on a happier and more malu note: oh man naomi talked to me. and shared with me mrs yap's perspective of our performance. she said i was NAUGHTY? like how does disgusting dancing = naughty? fine whatever.
whatever.
more mr lui session tmr.
oh
and the heritagefest
and the history (which like i haven't touched)
and ivp.
oh sheesh.
ooh elds got gwh!!!!! =)
school without band is boring. but it's good in the sense that it gives me catch-up time. which i desperately need.
why do i need to use *s? why can't i type real names? oh nvm.

extreme maluation

2005-04-22T18:30:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh. ohmann. i really should have brought that mask. now my reputation (if any) is gone. totally gone. arrgh. i looked like an idiot lah. and spastic. why do i always look so extra o.O haha. but we got laughed at. a lot. mygosh and i saw * in the front row and was like *gasp*. man i think i looked like a fool. so much for 'going for the preliminaries and then finding someone to substitute you'. cos we'll be disqualified. and no one wanted to switch role with me. hmph. i think we scored the highest for spasticism. *nods* i saw * right at the back guffawing like siao. sigh.

oh happy birthday birthday (belated) to fatimah =) our directs were so nice. but i felt so weird though. because they were so nice. oh and i completely forgot and was sitting there waiting for earthday rehearsal when sharon came in and said smth abt fatimah's birthday. *gulps* then embarassed myself.... sigh. yoda looks like shrek. just that he's paler. and has more white hair. oh after looking at the ipod i realised we had to complete our ivp. sigh. the proposal is due ... later. sigh.sighsighsigh. and the heritage fest thingo. and the history thing. SIGH.

hey but at least it's FRIDAY XDXDXDXDXDXD

2005-04-18T17:43:00.000-07:00

heh don't misinterpret my last entry. the she bu de part. it's because i just got the hang of doing rolls!!!!! (not that the sounded that great. haha in pri sch cldn't roll on the glock?!?!) and i prob won't be rolling for the rest of my life. that's the she bu de part. the very very she bu de part. but i love my ego. and my sbms. ego rocks. so do my sbms. so does my sb. AND SO DO MY DIRECTS!!!!! ohman i love my directs! i love enyi. i love fatimah. (oh did that sound weird? in the direct jnr sense =) haha reminds me of peixian. your charlotte.... oh your section charlotte.
yay yun i loved ur letter. makes lotsa sense =) we can do it!!!!!! hmm just dawned on me (okay fine, dawned on me since a long time ago) tt i have A LOT of catching up to do. i mean i didn't play inn AND ocean. that's like the 2 most major pieces ever. sigh. but leart lots more... how to move mallets fast, how to roll (though didnt sound that great), how to play a gong (haha crash course by perc snrs and mr oura) and how to play a triangle (peixian and the er michael tan guy). heh was just remembering how my gwh excitement/euphoria died down considerably..... when margie and i got drenched in the rain while going for 3rd lang and when i found out i missed my target mark by 0.5 o.0
haha had earth day thing today. wahaha val zhihui xuyan we rock man. was there ever a "most spastic class" prize? we'll win it for sure. the judges were chortling and chortling (okay mebbe not CHORTLING) but i'm sure we looked spasticated enough. couldn't stop laughing after i got stuck in the door just before we went in. oh and 212 i'm so sorry abt the earth day thing... sigh. haha GO GREEN GREEN GO! let's see if i can recall the song...
save the trees, we shouldn't chop the trees, if not there will be no more trees (2x)
some spastic rap. can't remember anymore. the 1st verse was abt recycling, and oh i remember the 2nd verse.
pple using cfcs
spray the ozone got one hole
got hole earth is no more cold
icebergs melt and overflow....
(how crude is that? haha i did most of this verse, which is why it sounds so crude. the other 2 which zh val and xy did sounded lots more civilised.)
save the trees, we shouldn't chop the trees, if not there will be no more trees (2x)
verse 3, smth abt going green.
Green is the way to go
*a few more lines*
.... grass to mow
*smth else*
tt's why we're doing this show!
(haha)
save the earth, we shouldn't kill the earth, if not there will be no more earth (2x)
hahahahahahah. PRESENTED TO YOU BY GO GREEN GREEN GO OF 212.
wrote the words of the rap on my arm. cos i cldn't memorise it. haha. then was staring at my arm while chanting the rap. ok fine, rapping the rap. haha, presenting val our pro guitarist cum composer, zh and xy our ... lawn mowers *lol* and me the spasticated earth cum tree. hmm. =) and this teacher was like... "which song is this frm... *or smth like that*" and we were like "self composed (or smth like that)" and then she was like "ah i thought so (or smth liddat)" LOL =)
i can't believe my DiSC profile is ... "OBJECTIVE THINKER". i am supposedly introverted and have a stone face......... YAH AND SUBSEQUENTLY JUMPED AND PIROUETTED AND MALUATED MYSELF AT THE EARTH DAY THING. HAHA I MUST HAVE ANSWERED THE QNS WRONGLY OR SMTH. heh but OBJECTIVE THINKER sounds cheem and pro =) hahahaha. i don't even like the wheel of reasoning. haha but other than the introverted and stone face and high work quality parts, the rest sounds like me. esp the sub folders and the action plans =) just that i don't exactly keep to them.... XD

2005-04-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

yayy! we got the gold with honours! consiga el oro con honores!!!! =) haha. our effort didn't go down the drain! haha. i think acting lame helps. with calming nerves. haha =) " i am not freaked..." "i am relaxed..." we didn't get into presentation though. but at least we didn't let mr oura down... as in we got the g*!!!! haha. congrats to acsi, st stevens (is dat how u spell it?) and ... er... forgot who else. was it dunman? think so. i think we were the most reactive band. and the loudest (in terms of voice level). i got a new favourite number. guess what? =) haha. it's 3 digits. starts with 1, ends with 7. no prizes for guessing!
the euphoria seems to have worn off though. i still have the tons of pts and work to catch up (esp chem). 3 weeks with no band prac. hmm. strange, but needed, i think. for me at least.

omg i'm so sorry 212! i was like CHAO disorganized for the past... 2 weeks? haha maybe since the start of the year. lotsa love to val and stacey! thanks so much!

i love the band. (ahaha misu/yingzu so zai! one-handed tomtom playing o.0 hmm on the other hand i sounded gross. the vibes sounded like snare drum!!!! dunnoe why. did i do smth wrong with the motor? *sighs* i'm so useless. oh wait yeah i forgot abt my be positive campaign. okay, i can be more useful. next time. i guess i was more relieved than anything else when we got the g*. if we didn't, it wld have been my fault. "a band is as good as it's worst player". i bet i did smth wrong with the motor. vibes don't sound like snares. the other schools' vibe parts sounded un-snare too! shibaied. totally shibaied. jiayun cld hear the snare-like sounds. was hoping the judges cldn't hear it. maybe they didn't. sigh.) yup i love the band. i can't think what else i wld join if i didn't join band. =)

the teachers got us pizza. yay =) then got drenched in the rain with margie and my float as we attempted to be guai and go for jap. i looked like a toad with a float. then when we went into class 30 minutes late, sensei was like... pu-lu e ikimashita ka? (did you go to the pool)? -.-

haha. it's going to be a long time before i touch perc instrus again. a bit she bu de. haha. back to ego. i shld start brushing up. having not gone thru flute ocean, i'm the lannest ever. can't do runups and whatnot. o.O

2005-04-08T22:00:00.000-07:00

yepyep. cpr here i come.

SYF IS IN 7 DAYS TIME. oh mann.

apparently SCH hall acoustics rock. okay that's good. except that they can hear any sound that you make. that's not good. hmm i must be super-quiet.

i suck. that's a fact. but have no time to "de-suck" myself. i nearly flunked jap last test. the only de-sucking location is at home. and i am stuck in a pile of pts. stupid english public speaking. 40%?!!?!?!? and what must we do? detailed report. (surveys?!?!?! data analysis ?!?!!??! visit to museum?!?!?!??!?!? problems faced better solution blahblah). then leaflet. tv ad. all for 40%. bah.

oh i should seriously change my er consiga el oro. to consiga el oro con honores. haha.

why am i so negative. okay. from now on i shall start the positive outlook. *nodnod*

during band break i will improve and not suck so much cos i have more indiv time at home. (yeah, once i finish all those pts).

i will mug jap like siao until late at night so i won't flunk it. i just tried that for ca2. hope it worked o.0

oh went for hssrp symposium today. kinda interesting. the sociology part. i like sociology and psychology. but very cheem. nvm. right now i shall concentrate on the currently/temporarily non-existent ivp prototype =)

*back to pts* SIGH.

2005-03-27T18:16:00.000-08:00

wow. i'm stagnating again. why am i so ... stagnant? ok nvm.
school "starts" again tmr. back to the busy life. sighs.
19 days to syf. *freak* why do i have no days free to do indiv? in sch with da batch and with the perc instrus. i don't care. i'm gonna skip 3rd lang. which means i'll fail my CA two weeks down the road. *pulls hair out* BAH.
JIAYOU!!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!
GOLD WITH HONOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-21T19:16:00.000-08:00

BAND CAMP '05 ROCKED!!!!!!!
wow. it has been.... a VERY LONG TIME since band camp. since i last blogged.

dayone: whee. haha, we got there at 7:15. a bit too early. but nevermind. then we had attendance. wow, i think my footdrills is getting rusty. i stepped on my shoes yet again when i sediah-ed. oh fine. then there was main band prac but had to go for icebreakers. haha some jnrs quite cute. HEY ZHIWEI YOUR MORTAL VERY CUTE LEH! hmm, we didn't have time to play all the games. aww.. we didn't get to play my name chain. haiz. nevermind. haha, the forfeit was very ... INTERESTING. the forfeiters were supposed to sing in the pitch of their instrus... -silence-. oh nevermind. games were kinda fun. until i sufficiently malued myself. shall not talk about that. those. then we rejoined band prac. why do i keep on going out of tune? after i tuned and left ego on the floor for quite some time, i realised that i was NOT IN TUNE AT ALL. bah. then we had more icebreakers. CAPTAIN'S BALL. haha, very funny being umpire-cum-first aider. thankfully got nothing to bandage. i don't like blood. but it was nice hugging the box. haha pollyna getting chased by nearly the whole batch for *ahem* being biased in the sec 2 vs sec 4 game. we lost VERY BADLY. hmm, after that i can't remember what else we did. i think we had sectionals. yes, we did. we got back our auds sheets. mann. i suck. was so nervous while playing, my vibrating fingers just added another few notes to the score. oh no, if i do that during syf ...... *JOYCE THINK POSITIVE* yeah right. then we came up with our batch item. haha jiayun ada pollyna etc. so creative. i thought it was so cute. BAH had to go for math enrichment workshop so couldn't take part ... hmph. then we BATHED XDXDXDXDXDXD i smelt disgusting. sticky and icky from the captain's ball. but it was worth it. after bathing we had envelope making. yay our envelope ROCKS. amanda, you drawing so cute. jiayun your writing so cute. i think it's such a sweet idea. posting notes of encouragement to each other. CONSIGA EL ORO!!!!!!! yupp then mutual sharing. yay we went to the courts with my teddy. oops, out of point. so dark. the stars so nice. TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR. i've never looked at stars for a very long time. GHOST STORIES. some of them so creepo. but i don't know why, i don't get freaked out by ghost stories. some of them are very funny... yes peixian there's a trapped CYMBAL PLAYER in the pillar. yup, then during free time... yay direct's cake!!!! i hope they were happy. that was the whole idea. i thought it was so romantic. OH NO FORGOT THE ROMANTIC LIGHTS THING. ah nevermind. HAPPY!!!!!! after that we washed up brushed teeth and slept. with my TEDDY!!!! =))))
- arrgh i'm too lazy to continue. shall do that tmr or SOME OTHER DAY =) -

2005-03-11T19:20:00.000-08:00

YAYY! THE LONG AWAITED MARCH HOLIDAYS (SINCE JANUARY) ARE HERE!!!! BAND CAMP, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went for netball thing today. oh mann. haha, wenqi was so cute. so pro too. our netballers are pro =) but unfortunately, we lost. nevermind lah, cdiv, you ROCK!!! haha.
band camp on monday =))))))))))))))))))) YAY!!!! i've been looking forward to it for SO LONG. cornflakes and milk. hmm, haven't had it for a long time. i want to bring my teddy bear. okay, im bringing my teddy bear. she doesn't take up much space anyway.

2005-03-09T18:10:00.000-08:00

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

* And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

[Repeat *]

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

[Repeat *]

Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Starting out on a journey

[Repeat *]

In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning
With you

yayy =) batch oo7's inunion song. haha. i love it XDXD. ilu, batch oo7 =)

2005-03-08T22:10:00.000-08:00

whee. the holidays are just around the corner... BAND CAMP XDXDXD haha. whee i can't wait. for band camp, that is. the holidays aren't exactly holidays in the first place. march holidays = a period of time when we are SUPPOSEDLY free. hmm. section testing. batch testing. hmm. so cute, if we need to go toilet, must wake an exco head and ask her to go with you o.O lucky kschee got toilet. OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM MISSING 2 WHOLE DAYS OF BAND CAMP. HMPH. MY SECTION LUNCH!!!!!! MY uh testing. ALL THOSE PRACS! SHEESH MANN. GRAH.

2005-03-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

heyy! welcome to my new blogg =) offical birthday 070305. hehh, same as zhihui. haha. had auds today. i think i failed. sighh. i "self composed" singapore rhapsody. WOWW!!!! added in a whole lot of notes that weren't there. and cut out a lot of notes that were there. arrgh. and my runups. PATHETIC mann. i could play during "indiv/auds prep", but then, during auds, i just couldn't play. SYF how???? WOW IM SO POSITIVE. haha. there's still a PILE of homework to be done. let's see, lit perftask, chinese jianbao and shuomingwen (WOW DUE TMR) etc etc etc. better get going. yepp. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIHUI =) oh and in case you're wondering, "consiga el oro" means GET THE GOLD XDXD